Epilog Pejuang

Final exam is very near!!! Less than two weeks away!! 12th & 15th June 2007 ... within these 12 days, there's so many things to do! now dealing with 3 subjects, 2 big events, 1 life - that can never be repeated! Yes, every second that passes by will never come again... Ya Allah... Please grant me strength and patience Shower my heart and mind with Your Light and serenity Make me a thankful person and guide me through each step I take...

30 Mei, Putarajaya- Mahkamah Persekutuan hari ini menolak permohonan pihak Perayu (Puan Azlina Jailani) yang ingin menukar dan memadamkan perkataan 'ISLAM' di dalam kad pengenalannya dengan keputusan 2-1 oleh Hakim Mahkmah Persekutuan. Tun Fairuz dan Datuk Allaudin (menolak) dan Datuk Richard Malanjun (membenarkan). Keputusan yang dinantikan oleh kira-kira 300 rakyat yang berhimpun diluar pintu utama Mahkamah Persekutuan dengan penuh takzim dan rasa tenang setelah pihak PEMBELA memulakan zikir munajat dan doa sebagai iktiar menunggu keputusan Mahkmaha yang Mulia. Seawal 7.30 pagi, pihak peguam, wartawan tempatan dan antarabangsa dan seluruh rakyat Malaysia untuk melihat sendiri secara live keputusan yang penting untuk masa depan kedudukan Islam di Malaysia. Ketua Hakim Negara , Tun Fairuz antara alasan keputusannya menyatakan bahawa: " urusan keluar masuk Islam adalah di bawah bidang kuasa Mahkamah Syariah dan bukannya Mahkamah Sivil. Sebarang urusan pertukaran agama han

~ 27 May 2007 ~ Dearest Kak Maryam & Fadhli, Nikah al-Mubarak!!! May Allah's blessings, guidance and love shower both of you forever... ^__^ with lots n lots of never-ending prayers, ur li'l sis NJ p/s: happiest day of my of life ^__^ hehee...

one fine day... "solat asar sama-sama, ok?" angguk. "awak jadi imam?" "awak nak jadi imam?" sedang menggalakkan. "tak. kite tak pandai la" senyum. "hoho... ade ke istilah tak pandai?" berdiri menghadap qiblat. senyum. "em, kite berdiri kat belakang sikit kan?" tersentak! terus senyum, angguk. "yup, belakang sikit je" waahhh!!!! i really feel like crying at that very spot! kalau boleh nak tanya sorang demi sorang dalam musolla tu sape tak reti or jarang solat berjemaah... memang perasan selama ni, tiap kali menjejakkan kaki dalam musolla E0 Kuliyyah of Engineering tu, dalam ramai-ramai sisters yang nak solat, tak sampai 5 orang yg akan solat berjemaah. kenapa? 1- memang tak dapat dengar if brothers pun tengah solat, and memang tak dapat nak intai pun dari divider yang ada antara tempat solat brothers n sisters. tapi brothers mmg solat berjemaah la... 2- sisters pun don't take any effort to perform congregational p

Hey! HEY!!! I feel like fainting!!! Waaa..... >__< that's unfair!! VERY UNFAIR!!! huhuhu... last monday my taekwondo instructor rang me, and told me ITF will sponsor me (and my bro Ahmad) to Canada for the TaeKwon-Do World Championship--- END OF THIS MONTH!!! WAaaaaAaaa.>!!!!!! *** speechless *** Ahmad's akad will be on 2nd June 2007. so I thought there's no way Mom & Dad would let me go after rationalizing the fact, but didn't even ask my parents, I rang my instructor and told him no. And during breakfast this morning Mom said: "of course Ahmad can't go, but Nela... it can be considered..." Hey!!! HEYY!!!! I WANT TO GO!!! But final exam should be very near to that date, around 10 days maybe. After all, they found a substitute. Another girl will be going. AND... I can't go for Beijing either. Because it'll be during Ahmad's reception here... 30th June 2007. Aihhh... But I guess I can't complain much since I owe him a lot. **

Looking up at the sky, searching for Allah most High He rejected the way of worshipping Gods of clay Prophet Ibrahim knew that Allah was near And that the heart of a Muslim is sincere Under the hot burning sun, he declared God is One Though with stones on his chest, his Imaan would not rest The Muadhin knew that right would conquer wrong And the heart of a Muslim must be strong Chorus: It's the heart of a Muslim through the guidance of Islam That makes you fair and kind and helpful to your fellow man So living as a Muslim means that you must play a part Allah looks not at how you look, but what is in your heart In our poor meager state, little food on our plate Mother said she was glad, always sharing what we had When I asked how can we share what's not enough She said the heart of a Muslim's filled with love He said its time you should know, you will learn as you grow That some people around will do what's bad to bring you down Father said to be a star that's shini

. .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........ ......... .......... I just had my mid-semester exams a couple of hours ago n yesterday. uh-uhhh..... yeah, I feel like yelling, screaming and crying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the papers soooooooooooooooo toughh!!!!!!!!!!!! really, I feel like crying. because I studied so hard--- because I stayed up so late--- because I tried my very best--- and because I thought resisting headache with caffeine was worth it--- but now I only can pray that i'll get enough carry marks so that I won't get any C or fail any subject... yesterday, before my Object Oriented Programming paper I read the Qur'an and I came across His Words that made my nervousness disappear... " fa iza azamta fatawakkal 'ala Allah " so, go on... step ahead... okay? *** nod *** good.. Tasks: ~ CAD project: door knob ~ CAD homework ~ more OOP & electronics revision ~ search for my pendrive, i think i left it at pc 36 in the CAD lab =( ~ visit a friend in hospi

I read across a synopsis of a book, and I remembered having some confusions about offering Tazkiah / condolences when a person die... what is it, how is it suppose to be done, etc etc... So here, something to be shared... XIV CONDOLENCES [1] it is encouraged in Islam for us to offer condolences to the family of the deceased, encouraging them to be patient and pray for the deceased.. [2] Offer condolences by easing them in any way we can, at the same time lighten their grief, make them redha (erm, accept the fact while having faith) and be patient, as what Rasulullah s.a.w. said (erm, my own translation): "Indeed what He takes is His, what He gives is His, everything that is counted before Allah are all temporary, therefore be patient and have full faith in Him". If one forgot condolences taught by Rasulullah, it is good enough for them if they speak good words that are meant to offer condolences, in a good way that do not go agains the shari'ah. [Original hadith in Malay:

Assalamualaikum... Let's Try!!! ~-~-~-~-~~-~ -~-~-~~-~ -~-~-~~-~ -~-~-~~-~ -~-~-~~-~ Bismillahirrahmanir rahim... (1) The first masjid built by the Prophet Mohammad (pbuh) was: a) Al-masjid an-nabawi in Al-madina b) Masjid Quba’ nearby Al-madina c) Al-masjid Al-haram in Mecca d) None of the above (2) He is one of the Sahabis who said “O Mother; I swear by Allah that if you are to have hundred souls; one leaves your body after another so that I leave this religion (Islam), I will never leave it”. Who is he? a) Saad Ibn Abi Waqqas b) Saad Ibn Mou’adh c) Musa’ab Ibn Omair d) Abu Obaida Ibnul Jarrah (3) According to the Prophet’s saying: He was “Washed by angels” when he responded to the call of Jihad and joined the battle before taking a shower from his wedding night. He is: a) Ammar Ibn Yaser b) Handhala Ibn Amer c) Abdullah Ibn Rawahah d) Mus’ab Ibn Omair\ (4) Preparing a new youthful leadership generation, although he was only 17 years old and there were many other older Sahab

huhu... sangat havoc. name je short sem. ingatkan leh la lepak-lepak, sebab tu amik 3 subjects... -__-" rupe-rupenye Object Oriented Programming itu amatlah buat saya feninn!!! dan Electronics sangat mengantukkan!!! CAD juga menyusahkan schedule harian saya kerana Alibre Design 9.0 ni macam bongek je tak function betul-betul walaupun dah install dan re-install 3 kali...!!! habis tu, semalam saya tidur jam 4.15 pagi... sebab tunggu turn pinjam laptop kawan utk wat drawing (sbb mula-mula expect boleh guna laptop sendiri tapi tak bleh pulak..), selepas group 'discussion' utk project CAD - my group akan buat assembly drawing utk tombol pintu. ingatkan nak sahur jugak, tapi takde makanan... wuwuwu... dan saya terbangun lewat utk kelas!!! 8:50!! o__O huwaaaaaaa... saya terus berlari ke bilik air * tertendang dinding, jari kaki luka dan lebam.. *sempat gi mandi lagi tuh hehe... * sampai di kelas hampir setengah jam kemudian, sakit perut dan pening kepala. tak dapat focus. baru t

many friends are asking me to update my blog these days i think they mean, update interesting stories.. huhu... do you know that this's the third week for this short semester, and next week we'll be having mid-semester examinations already!!! omg!!! i have to study hard... yup yup... i went to the book fair last week, on wednesday and saturday. i went to meet some friends and attend some shows i wanted to buy some books but unfortunately didn't. very unfortunate. i didn't know they have level 4, with books related to my course! -__-" right now i'm searching for McGraw Hill's Microelectronics and Prentice Hall's C++ How to Program... so I still have to go to Darul Kutub at the IIUM centre... uff... yeah... i'll be hanging out there tomorrow afternoon nsyaAllah... anyways, i'd like to apologize, i'm actually not in the mood to update this blog. ja. ya Allah, please grant me strength and patience...

if we properly look around if we properly analyze everything i mean everything in some way or another teaches us to be a better person it's just us, who chooses to notice and learn from them La yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha....!!!

Hehehh... Tadi tengok cartoon "Chicken Little" sekejap tapi terlalu sakit kepala so dapat tengok sikit je.. Masa anak ayam tu baru nak gi skolah, sme binatang lain cam hina2 dye.. ade lyrics lagu.. "One cup of good intentions but a teaspoon of big, huge mess " something like that... ehe... just wanted to share -__-" i'm sure it means something to each of us... .................................................................................. .................................................................................. .................................................................................. .................................................................................. .................................................................................. .................................................................................. ...

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subhanallah walhamdulillah wallahuakbar! ^__^ task no 10 done... alhamdulillah... alhamdulillah!!! right now, how light my heart feels... thank you Allah for the test, thank you Allah for all the tests... now, Nihlah, keep the problem within, no more leaks... nsyaAllah another 9 to go... gambatte kundasai!! uhh... I couldn't install my Alibre 9.0 CAD software properly, and my bro hesitated to give a hand, i'll have to beg him still... huhu... or else it'll be difficult for me to complete my assignments... takkan la every week nak pinjam laptop orang lain kan... I chatted with a junior of mine last night, a looong chat. He's deciding what course to take for his tertiary level, and of course, my nature of influence will spread wide. Haha~ and so it did... o_O In short: - make a list of your interests, what you're good at, and what your parents want you to be - cancel out the most boring ones and tick the ones you're good at (because this will affect how you'll