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The Unexpected Soul-Searching Trip

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4 - 11 March 2020 DAY 1 DAY 2 DAY 3   DAY 4 DAY 5 DAY 6 DAY 7

passion, contentment & happiness

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I've been thinking what makes me so passionate about Taekwon-Do these years, especially that I am not personally so involved in rigorous trainings or tournaments. I don't think I am fit enough and capable of sitting for further gradings even though I want to. And now because of the pandemic the financial income is honestly quite worrying too. I don't really fit into the group of friends there too because they're all guys and it's not nice for me hang around with them all the time.  But I think, maybe --- it's a quick escape for me. A place and time where I can just be myself for a moment and not worry about anything or anyone else. It's like I could leave all the heavy burdens and responsibilities behind. And because the emotional barriers are lifted for a short while, I feel that I could be happy inside. March 2020 New Zealand trip presented me a chance to experience and discover a phenomenal yet shocking emotional transition. I discovered that I had not fe