Epilog Pejuang

last sunday, i forced myself to stay at home to study for this havoc week, only to find that all my classmates were enjoying attending open houses or resting at home when i give them a call to ask about some things i was stuck at. i ended up playing computer games... 12th oct - VLSI design quiz - ECE lab test (30% of that 1 credit hour lab!) 13th oct - Data Structure lab was cancelled :) yeay! 14th oct - Communication Engineering assignment submission 15th oct - Computer Security assignment submission - midterm for my TKD skills (i'll only be doing the theory part) 16th oct - quiz for Multimedia lab? Macromedia Flash - midterm for Decision Science postponed to next week! (it's supposed to be on the 17th but of course i'm attending Auzan's & Kak Nazihah's wedding :) nsyaAllah) yesterday morning, i woke up with a mild migraine on the left side of my head. alhamdulillah it did not increase (nor decrease..) up until now.. after the tough lab test yesterday, baby ...

^__^ tonight mujahid will fly off to istanbul - that's the farthest place he's going since our marriage a-little-bit-more-than half a year ago.. hence, i shall spend these 5 days wisely ^__^ and get well as soon as possible! \^_*/ and not forget my meds =P and study for mid-semester exam on the 27th and settle tonnes of unfinished 'business'~ insyaAllah.. insyaAllah..

this morning after eating toasted bread with butter for breakfast, i realized that my upper right fang was chipped, although i didn't remember hitting against anything hard at my face or munching on anything hard. i was truly shocked. how can this be?? i called my dentist but the receptionist said that she's busy until saturday. but i cant wait until saturday evening with a rough surface on my lost-fang! so i scheduled in to meet another dentist. when i reached the clinic, Dr. Zalinda was about to leave but luckily she recognized me! ^__^ actually she was initially confused whether it was me or my mother. LOL~ but she took a look at my chipped fang and said she'll deal with me for a while... she was surprised too, especially when i cannot recall hitting my tooth on anything hard. but then she said, "or are you stressed out? sometimes people who are really depressed tend to grind their teeth hard during sleep, resulting in many dental problems..." and even a migrai...

the last time i experienced a fault in my 'speech circuit' was years back when i just finished high school. statements like "makcik tu 50 RINGGIT!" instead of 50 TAHUN slipped out of my mouth, and "lepas 2 RINGGIT" instead of lepas 2 MINGGU, and few other incidents i don't really remember -__-" today, when i was at the dining table, i said "nak sikit TERUNG" instead of PETOLA, and some moment later, "nak UDANG?" instead of SOTONG.. which was not really a hilarious error since they still make sense ^^, but then another statement that made me and Tikki laughed until tears went out of our eyes was: "saya tak jadi makan nanti KERANG sangat" >__ somehow the output of the circuit just got wrong! but i know it's not the 'examingitis' =P

since the beginning of this semester, due to my 19-credit-hour subjects i'm facing, i tend to prioritize my studies but at the same time not 'fully' neglecting other responsibilities (but i have to admit that i neglected some.. T__T). however i realize that my heart and mind became more and more - how should i say this - dry?? and ignorant.. so i pushed aside the feeling of guilt for not studying and decided to attend the Iron Wall screening organized by COMPLETE , which was followed by a forum despite having my exams around the corner.. all because of the reason that i've read through the questions drafted by the forum moderator, someone i really look up to that is Dr. Hafidzi Mohd Noor - the director of PACE , and that one of the forum panelist would be Ust Maszlee Malik. i thought with the presence of these two big figures i respect would make the forum 'hot and lively'. while watching 'The Iron Wall' in the dark auditorium, a headache slowly sneaked ...

oh noOooOooOooo!!!!!! >__ confident that my exam will be WEDNESDAY, 9 a.m. ESOK!!! baru perasan (baru tengok exam slip betul2) -- actually it's on THURSDAY, 19 July 2008 i.e. 9 a.m. LUSA!!! hari ni macam bengong je belajar dari lepas Subuh but could neither understand nor absorb anything into my memory.. sampai ke Asar baru ok sikit alhamdulillah.. dah siap minum 3 mugs of hOt gReen Tea to keep me awake (bcoz it's really hOt! not bcoz of the ingredients) dari siang and prepared a midnight snack for staying-up: roti bakar n a full-spoon of chunky peanut butter (siap dah amik gambar tapi takde memory card reader pulak).. tapi bagus gak, sebab semalam tak dapat study langsung sebab sakit kpala.. ada time lagi utk pulun.. yah yah!~ doakan! **seb baik tak jadi macam Tikki, dah pegi exam hall tengok takde orang, baru tau snanye exam esoknye.. =P huhu..** thanks to Syeda who borrowed my Laplaz Transform assignment n tak pulangkan lagi O__o" fuh fuh.. this is what u call a...

tell me do you read every single email that comes into your inbox and other folders??? i'm really stressed out bcoz someone is forcing me to do that. it's my life, i can do whatever i want! man i really hate this feeling

hwaaarrgggghhh!!! huhuhu... i'm soOoOo !!!3#^+@(-$#*!@)*-8 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it means angry + furious + disappointed + stressed out + !!!3#^+@(-$#*!@)*-8 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean, i was planning and SUPPOSED TO join the memorandum submission (on Nakbah - 60 years of Israeli occupation on Palestine) to the UN office tomorrow at 10 a.m. , but my Microprocessor lecturer decided to have an extra class tomorrow at 10 a.m. and woRst-- there's another QUIZ! and he even make up the quizzes as he likes! O__o" for the past 3 weeks, the first quiz question - during the first 20 minutes of the first class! - was some simple calculus - that was acceptable.. then the second quiz - there wasn't any question related to what we learn in the previous class the third quiz - he decided to do an adhock quiz on the topic we learn that day and the quiz this morning - everything but none on our reading assignment uh-uhh!! can you just imagine how much stress is now accumulated inside m...

al-kisahnya pagi tadi ada orang mengidam. i was driving my Dad's blue S80 Volvo, my cousin beside me, and my Mum and Tikki behind. so we stopped by somewhere. tunggu lama gak utk makanan tu siap.. we ordered three 'kebab' and two cups of Milo. but the guy made three cups of Milo. i insisted we ordered two, and he said "takpe, lagi satu saya belanja". we were like **sarcastically O__o" ye ke belanja...** so we waited for the receipt. tengok resit. ahaha. memang belanja. we waited for the kebab. about 10 minutes later (man they really should improve their serving time!) , another guy came handing over a plastic bag of three kebabs. "sila datang lagi" dia cakap. **O__o" uh-oh! jauh datang ni!** bila nak makan, my cousin saw a small piece of paper inside the bag. "eh pelik. apsal ada lagi satu resit?" dia angkat, n tengok. written on the paper was: "Dafi 014-8751230...." uhhuukk uhukk!!~ >__ huhuhu.. memang dasar tak malu! ap...