Monday, June 30, 2008

Trailer Sang Murobbi

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Sunday, June 29, 2008


when we were on the PD trip, Solehah told me:
"nela, masa sekolah dulu kan, kita ingat migraine awak tipu je oh.. bila kita belajar medic ni baru kita tau..."

uh-oh.. indeed, the truth is, i get that a lot. well, not directly spoken to me, but there are many pairs of eyes who look at me that way.. more than 5 years ago, that expression used to hurt me, but i soon learn that not everyone cares about things they don't experience first-hand..
btw, my doctor & i didn't call my headaches migraines until last year..

so, about MIGRAINES..
i got this link from the migraineur mailing list i subscribe to earlier this year. it proved to be helpful in motivating me for the past few months.. you know, especially when knowing the experience other migraineurs from all over the world and what they face.. like suffering from migraines for the past 40 - i repeat, FORTY - years.. and having a six - yes, SIX - year old child who start to have migraine attacks.. and living with a spouse who doesn't understand migraines and migraineurs..

experts said migraines are genetic things.. but i find no one in my family who suffer the same thing.. except that I'm quite worried about my younger brother Musa. he started to complain about headaches a couple of times since last year, and now he's frequently having back pains - which i too suffer from when i was a teen.

RE: Understanding Migraine Disease and Migraineurs
(click on the link for original copy)

If you're reading this, someone close to you is a Migraineur, someone diagnosed with Migraine, a genetic neurological disease. Migraine is one of the most misunderstood, underdiagnosed and undertreated of all diseases. Unless you've experienced the pain and other debilitating symptoms of Migraine yourself, it is very difficult to comprehend. It is not an exaggeration to say that some people have committed suicide to escape the pain. In addition to the extreme head pain, Migraine can be accompanied by other symptoms including nausea, vomiting, dizziness, extreme sensitivity to light and sound, temporary loss of vision, inability to concentrate, difficulty in speaking/finding the right words, depression, panic attacks, and far more. The slightest movement can cause such pain that Migraineurs have described it as "an ice pick in my eye," "my head breaking into pieces," and "my brain exploding." To put it plainly, Migraine can be absolutely devastating.

Here are some basics about Migraine Disease that you should know:

  • Based on the most recent U.S. census statistics, Migraine Disease affects nearly 36 million people in the United States alone.
  • Migraines are NOT headaches. Migraine is a genetic neurological disease, similar in some ways to Epilepsy. The head pain of a Migraine attack is only one symptom of an episode of Migraine Disease, just as a seizure is only one symptom of an episode of Epilepsy.
  • Migraine Disease is NOT a psychological disorder. The Disease and all it's symptoms are neurological in origin and very, very real. Migraineurs are not neurotic, lazy, "high-strung," overly emotional, or faking. They are in very real pain and physical distress.
  • Not all doctors have the experience and knowledge to properly treat Migraine. Finding a doctor to properly treat Migraine is one of the most important, and sometimes most difficult, steps in treatment.
  • There is NO CURE for Migraine. Most Migraineurs, with the help of a qualified doctor, can find preventive regimens that will prevent many, but not all, Migraine attacks.
  • Migraine abortive medications such as Imitrex, Zomig, Maxalt, Amerge, Axert, DHE, and Migranal, do not work for all Migraineurs. It is sometimes very difficult to find medications that will relieve the pain and other symptoms of a Migraine attack.
  • Migraine attacks can be dangerous. If the pain of an attack lasts more than 72 hours with less than four pain-free hours while awake, it is termed Status Migrainousus, and puts the sufferer at increased risk for stroke. A Migraineur in Status Migrainousus needs immediate medical attention.
  • A Migraine attack can, in rare cases, actually be fatal. An otherwise healthy 21-year-old member of our community died of a Migrainous Stroke in November, 2001.
  • Migraine Disease can be disabling for some Migraineurs to the extent that they qualify for disability income or qualify for the Americans with Disability Act provisions. There are many whose Disease is so severe that doctors are unable to control the attacks, and the Migraineur is unable to work or participate in "normal" daily activities. When a Migraine attack strikes, most Migraineurs desperately need a dark, quiet place to lie down.

    Migraine attacks can be triggered by many things:
  • Perfumes and fragrances from other sources are a very common Migraine trigger. If you live or work with a Migraineur, please refrain from wearing fragrances around them.
  • Bright and/or flickering lights, especially fluorescent lighting -- some Migraineurs need to wear sunglasses, even inside.
  • Many foods can be triggers, especially foods prepared with MSG.
  • Loud noises and crowded places can also be triggers.
  • Changes in weather are triggers for many Migraineurs.
  • Cigarette smoke, exhaust fumes
  • Each Migraineur's triggers vary. There are many other potential triggers. This list is just a beginning.
  • Stress is NOT a Migraine trigger. It is what is called an exacerbating factor that makes Migraineurs more susceptible to their triggers just as stress makes anyone more susceptible to the virus that brings on the common cold.
The Migraineur(s) in your life need your help and understanding. They need you to realize that they cannot help being ill, they are not "having headaches for attention," and they are sometimes unable to care for themselves. If they need medical attention, they need someone to take them and be with them. As well as being extremely painful physically, Migraine can be devastating emotionally and to relationships and careers. Since the disease is so misunderstood, Migraineurs often feel alone, isolated, and desolate. They also often feel guilty because they are not able to "be there" for their family and friends as much as they want to be and because they may have to miss days of work. The Migraineur(s) you know need not only your help with getting their medicines and any medical care they may need; they need your moral support every bit as badly. A good, solid support system is as important to Migraineurs as their health care teams. YOU are very important to them. That's why it's important that you understand Migraine.

If you have any questions or need more information, please email me at


Teri Robert

©Teri Robert, 2001 - 2007

it has been nearly 8 years of suffering from migraines, and I'd really like to thank my beloved Ummi for everything.. for spending thousands of RM each year to help my headaches not to reach it's max - i believe that what i've experienced all these years are just a percentage of what other migraineurs are facing, and for trying her best to help me escape from being miserable..
i have to admit that there are many times when i feel like giving up my meds bcoz they seemed to be either not working at all or at least my body somehow don't react positively after sometime, but Ummi keeps on encouraging me, like saying "take your medication RELIGIOUSLY" when i feel so tired of swallowing dozens of pills/med tablets each day..
also i think it's not too early and not too late to say thanks to a particular someone who have been going into the mess of trying to understand migraines i guess for my sake.. remind me to take my meds everyday.. and always telling me to be patient and strong..
of course, thanks to Dr. Kader too, who have been very patient with me although i'm not really religiously taking things as he prescribed for me.. i've not shown him my Headache Diary yet since early this year coz i've not had my 'medical visitation' for the past 4 months i guess..

and i am really, really sorry too for dragging all of you into my pain!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

trip to PD & Putrajaya

mula-mula plan nak pegi Pulau Perhentian tapi tak jadi sebab ramai tak boleh pegi..

so i called Iman "Iman, kitorang nak pegi PD. awak tanya mak awak kitorang nak duduk kat apartment awak boleh tak??" bla bla bla..
Kakak & Isa was surprised to know how 'tak malu' I am to invite myself to someone's place.. LOL~
but to us, that's the sweetness of the bond we have ^__^ subhanallah!

23 & 24 June 2008
trip to Port Dikson and Putrajaya
- Alia Atiqah Iman Nadiah Nihlah Rabiatul Solehah -

view from the third floor ^__^
duduk kat apartment Iman & Solehah Jeffrey
laut kat blakang pokok banyak2 tu la..

lunch kat tepi laut.. nyum nyum~

before splashing into the sea!!

banana boat~ oops.. aksi merbahaya orang pakai baju purple tu..

dah jatuh...

jalan-jalan cari ketam ^__^

haha.. mula2 semua smangat nak beli eskrim..
rupa2nya tak bawak duit.. simpan dalam keter..


hantu-hantu durian O__o*

on the way home.. 2nd day tu balik awal sbb PD hujan lebat huhu..

singgah Putrajaya lepak2 makan aiskrim dan aiskrim dan aiskrim..
entah brape scoop diorang makan haritu.. hehe..

1st time solat kat Masjid Putrajaya,
pastu jadi tourist sekejap

Serena yang berjasa.. hehe.. driver nOt in the pIc -__-"

compound of the Al-Hamra replica they built at the Botanical Garden
kitorang dapat masuk free hehehh~
thanks to adik guard yang baik hati ^__^

cantik kan carving dye.. the whole building was full with
carvings of Qur'anic verses and Allah's names & attributes!

the Seven Sisters

thank you Allah for the nice trip!

another wedding

20th June 2008
Janda Baik

Syed Harris Irsyad Syed Hasan Nazari
Syarifah Fatimah Az-Zahrah Syed Hussein Al-Attas
(2nd batch Adni)

the whole Adni Alumni clan~
not really WHOLE actually. some already went back

multimedia presentation by the Alumni

my sis & i with the new couple~

hehe.. comel jer ^__^

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

buku baru: Penjara Jadi Pusara

buku ke-9 Siri Bebaskan Al-Aqsa

Kata Pengantar buku ini ditulis oleh PM Dr Hafidzi, antara kandungannya ialah:

"Meskipun NAKBAH merupakan satu peristiwa tragis, namun tidak ramai di kalangan masyarakat antarabangsa hatta umat Islam sekalipun yang peka dengan peristiwa tersebut. Berbeza dengan tragedi 'holocaust' yang menimpa bangsa Yahudi di Eropah semasa perang dunia ke II (1939 – 1945) yang sering diperkatakan, bahkan di ulang-ulang oleh rejim Zionis dan sekutu-sekutunya untuk meraih simpati masyarakat antarabangsa demi menutup jenayah mereka terhadap rakyat Palestin, tidak ramai yang tahu apa itu peristiwa NAKBAH.

Peristiwa NAKBAH bermakna malapetaka yang berlaku kepada rakyat Palestin natijah dari konspirasi berterusan gerakan zionis yang bersekongkol dengan kuasa-kuasa barat yang ditunjangi oleh Great Britain dan seterusnya Amerika Syarikat. Natijah dari persekongkolan ini lahirlah entiti haram Israel pada 15 Mei 1948. Bendera 'Star of David' Israel yang dikibarkan pada tarikh tersebut di Palestin melatari penderitaan 800,000 rakyat Palestin yang diusir dari tanah air mereka setelah pengganas-pengganas Yahudi yang dibiayai oleh barat melakukan pembunuhan kejam beramai-ramai melalui aksi-aksi terorisme ke atas penduduk Palestin."

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it's LUSA not ESOK !!!

oh noOooOooOooo!!!!!! >__<" i was sUper-dUper confident that my exam will be WEDNESDAY, 9 a.m. ESOK!!! baru perasan (baru tengok exam slip betul2) -- actually it's on THURSDAY, 19 July 2008 i.e. 9 a.m. LUSA!!!

hari ni macam bengong je belajar dari lepas Subuh but could neither understand nor absorb anything into my memory.. sampai ke Asar baru ok sikit alhamdulillah..
dah siap minum 3 mugs of hOt gReen Tea to keep me awake (bcoz it's really hOt! not bcoz of the ingredients) dari siang and prepared a midnight snack for staying-up: roti bakar n a full-spoon of chunky peanut butter (siap dah amik gambar tapi takde memory card reader pulak)..

tapi bagus gak, sebab semalam tak dapat study langsung sebab sakit kpala.. ada time lagi utk pulun.. yah yah!~ doakan!

**seb baik tak jadi macam Tikki, dah pegi exam hall tengok takde orang, baru tau snanye exam esoknye.. =P huhu..**

thanks to Syeda who borrowed my Laplaz Transform assignment n tak pulangkan lagi O__o"

fuh fuh..
this is what u call an unforgettable experience... kan Tikki kan ^__^

Saturday, June 14, 2008

e x a m lagi!

exam again -__-"

without realizing it, i've spent 3 long (4-months) semesters & 2 short (2.5-months) semesters in my engineering course. 2 and a half years to go.. i really hope i'll go through well, and increase my CGPA!! uh-oh.. my CGPA maintained since my first sem, alhamdulillah..

i have Microprocessor final exam this Monday. seriously, i have no confidence in facing the paper. the lecturer didn't post up the carry marks as he promised, and at the same time he said majority screwed up the mid-term exam. tak encouraging langsung! T__T

i hope I'll be doing Signals n Systems well.. i don't want to be over-confident with the not-so-high carry marks i have now.. i have to do my best, nsyaAllah, nsyaAllah!

well, actually, i found the hikmah of having some irritating 'shadows'. haha.. dok rumah boleh la cakap macam tu, senang nak lari -__-" takpe takpe, i should take the opportunity to study well. she proved to me that increasing the CGPA by point two (.2) isn't anything like near impossible.. yes, i thank her for that.
so i have to prove my fellow engineering colleagues that having 'full-time - no worldly pay job' will nOt bring down my CGPA..

aaaaa... but i'm still nervous about my MicroP exam!!! O__o*
and i'm getting exhausted fighting with some stressful headache since 9 days ago..
ya Rabb i really need You to go thru this life..

gambar hiasan - kecik, tapi isinye ade beratus-ratus ribu lagi component yg lebih kecik!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Ilyas dethroned !! muAhaHaha~

" The new 'sepetest' boy in the family,
officially having dethroned Ilyas ;) "

quoted by Mama Mimi ^__^

nampak gaya nye Ammar pun tidur ganas jugak O__o" hehe

Ilyas with his cat eyes - he was super sepet when he was a baby hehe
tapi Ammar laaagi sepet ^__^

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

nephew baru lagi ^__^

alhamdulillah, dapat lagi anak sedara baru!!

Ammar bin Ahmad
5 Jun 2008
3.4 kg

thru caesarian :( kesian kak nadia.. smoga cepat sembuh

muka cina sgt oh! haha~ comel gle!!!

Sunday, June 08, 2008

my e-mails are going @#&^Q@(#%&#

all my three e-mails are going nuts!

i heard gmail is having some server problem, so that's okay for the time being...

but for days already i can't even access my yahoomail - except from my bro's Mac!
my bro said it must be too heavy - yeah, but not even 50% of the whole -what- 1 gig yahoomail (free) offer that my PC cannot load it..


if i want to buy a mac, i'll have to wait for this PC to be at least 2 years old.. hmm.. but then i'll have to find my own $$$$ hehehh..

so sorry guys if u can't reach me by mail. plz contact me via phone (altho it'll without doubt make me stressed out pretty soon huhu..)


Thursday, June 05, 2008

when studying gets boring...

What Type of Fruit Are You?
You Are a Strawberry

You are friendly, outgoing, and well liked by many people.

You are popular, but there's nothing you ordinary or average about you.

You a very interesting person, and you have many facets to your personality.

Sometimes you feel very conflicted. Your different sides of your personality pull at you.

You are a very sensual and passionate person. You are fiery... you can't help it.

In general, you keep your passionate side under wraps. You are only wild in private.


The Chocolate Oracle

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied.

You don't like anything too intense and dramatic.

Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past.

You are friendly, witty, and likable.

You charm is overwhelming. People are enchanted by you.

You have a comeback for anything. Because of this, you seem flippant at times.

You love to be the center of attention. You enjoy entertaining your friends.

You feel lost when no one is interested in you... You're too interesting to be ignored.


Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking.

You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are.

Your gift is dreaming and imagining. You can take yourself to another world anytime you feel like it.

You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you.

It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

Sunday, June 01, 2008

*o__O O__o"

*o__O O__o" *o__O O__o" *o__O O__o" *o__O O__o"

exAm- eXaM- EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


rasa macam nak main game sepanjang hari..

3 Jun - Exam Microprocessor
3 Jun - submit assignment4 Signals & Systems
4 Jun - Exam Signals & Systems

sambil tu bnyk lagi mende yg tak siap.....
lepas tu bnyk sgt perancangan program kena settlekan....
lepas tu FINAL EXAM lagi...

!!! FINAL EXAM !!!
2 minggu lagi -O__O-

lepas tu cuti!!!
cuti cuti cuti... nak gi mana eh?
hehe.. gi Songkla, Thailand. ex-roommate saya nikah ^__^
jauhlah utk anak usrah saya sekali, nsyaAllah
tapi kena settlekan buat group passport utk diorang dulu

waahh.. banyak nye perancangan...
semoga Allah tentukan yg terbaik~

wee~ looking forward ^__^