Sunday, September 24, 2006

Ahlan wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan!!!

Ahlan wa sahlan
ya Ramadhan!!!
Ramadhan...
Satu nasib tak serupa
Peluangnya sama
Najitah berbeza
Ramadhan mereka gemilang cemerlang
Mukmin berjasa di awal zaman
Ramadhan kami parah terbuang
Muslim berdosa di akhir zaman
Mereka gembira kerana kedatanganmu
Kami gembira dengan pemergianmu
Malam mereka meriah di simbah nur al-Qur'an
Tapi malam kami muram berkabung dengkur
Mereka berlumba mengejar maghfirah
Tapi kami lesu diburu nafsu
Hati mereka bercahaya digilap taqwa
Jiwa kami gelap didera dosa
Takbir mereka takbir kemenangan
Hadiah mujahadah sebulan Ramadhan
Takbir kami lesu tak bermaya
Tanda kalah lemah tak berdaya
Puasa sekadar lapar dan dahaga
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1 Ramadhan 1427
Earlier that morning, the last day of Sha'ban, I attended a crash-course with other ADNI Alumni members, aimed to switch me to a higher gear for me to start my journey through the blessed month... "The Science of Sawm-ar-Ramadhan" was the topic. We discussed about the preparation for Ramadhan, fiqh of sawm, the hikmah of sawm and other deeds in Ramadhan, and many more...
Here are little of The-Do's:
1. Talk less. Less means LESS.
2. La taghdhob. If we continue on being the same in Ramadhan as we were in other months, He do not need us restraining from food and drink...
3. Memperbanyakkan membaca & memahami ayat-ayat al-Qur'an...
ورَتِّلِ القُرْءَانَ ترْتِيْلاًََ
4. Do sadaqah and serve food for people to break their fasts
5. Memperbanyakkan tahlil dan istighfar
6. Sentiasa memohon dijauhkan dari neraka dan didekatkan kepada syurga.
On the first Ramadhan night, I didn't plan to go to the mosque near my house for tarawih prayers, and my decision was right... Kakak soon returned home saying the mosque is full and that people have to pray outside on the pavement. We prayed Isya' and tarawih congregationally at home. Ummi, Kakak, Auntie Mimi, Sara and I. Forgot to invite Acik Yati, Basma & Deena. Will do tonight, nsyaAllah.
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Oh, last night was so wonderful!
Oh, SubhanAllah Alhamduillah AllahuAkbar! Last night was SO WONDERFUL!
I do hope tonight and the coming nights will be more wonderful if not the same...
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My sahur this morning was moderate. This proves that I had a good physical warm-up alhamdulillah. Hehe... Everyone was around except Atiqah and Yusuf. Atiqah sms-ed us though, wishing us Ramadhan Mubarak and saying that she misses us so much. 5-year-old Ilyas also woke up for Sahur this morning.
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I'll break my fast at home tonight nsyaAllah, despite the college curfew at 7 p.m..
I'll be visiting Kak Yam J and few others nsyaAllah this afternoon. They're having some interesting daurah... Oh, it'll sure be exciting nsyaAllah...
Bestnye! Bestnye!
Hehehe...
As Ramadhan approaches, I've been thinking much about death... Especially because of last year's unexpected tragedy... Atok left us...
I want to achieve full 30 days this Ramadhan...
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Ya Allah... I want this Ramadhan...
Ya Allah...
Terimalah setiap amalanku pada bulan yang mulia ini...
Dengarlah setiap rintihanku meminta keampunan dariMu...
Ya Allah...
Teguhkanlah aku dalam mengharungi hari-hari di dalam madrasah ini...
Kuat, tabah dan sabar...
Ya Allah...
Sampaikanlah aku pada penghujung Ramadhan ini...
Sampaikanlah aku pada malam al-qadr...
Ya Allah...
Mohon dengan sangat...
Diberi peluang...
Mohon dengan sangat...
Mohon
dengan
sangat
sangat...

3 comments:

muslimz87 said...

aslm wbt

kak nela dah menopaus ke nak puasa sebulan penuh?

bila gurl uzur n xpuasa, itu maknanya dia taat dgn Allah. n bila taat maka dptlah pahala.

wslm wbt

- Nihlah - said...

cet... ape lak...
ade je ape sisters yg dpt 30 hari full.. it's not impossible la my brother..

muslimz87 said...

aslm wbt kak nela

gi2 hek..manale den tau..ingat je pmpuan yg xd haidh atau menopasu je gi2