Epilog Pejuang

it's been nearly two months since my last post.. sekarang nak menulis, tapi tgh tak tau nak start dari mana.. mungkin sebab dah lama sangat tak menulis kat blog ni sampai berkarat sikit idea nye.. huhu.. so let's start with my latest family picture.. taken on the recent Eid-ul-Adha at 'rumah besar' as referred by Nabil. oh its so cute Nabil refers to Tok Ummi's house - the house he lives in - as 'rumah besar'. his parents bedroom is 'rumah Nabil', the house i'm living in is 'rumah Ikram', and so on.. he can even differentiate between Muja's Myvi and Kholah Tikki's Myvi although both are silver in colour. and he knows if the turqoise Hyundai Getz he sees on the road is not his mother's. such a brilliant boy, subhanallah! Ammar is the second grandson of the huge family. he's also super-duper cute and clever. he's a huge fan of Tok Abah's iPad and calls it 'pad'. one day he was at his other grandfather's h...

at 5 month ikram starts weaning, eating fruits n vegetable puree and everyone immediately commented that he put on weight!; ikram knows how to roll from his back to front a week before he turns 5 months; he learnt how to pass his rattle from his right hand to his left and back again before he turned 4 months; he could giggle when he turned exactly 3 months; he couldn't wear his newborn clothes anymore a week before he turned two months. he was too long for them already; a week before that he started smiling 'real smiles' and learns how to play with people; 4th October will be Ikram's first day of school @ hadhonah adni praying that everything will go on well, nshaAllah :)

Ikram Fakhri's 1st eid eid ul-fitr 1431h all boys! taken during tok ummi's birthday makan2 abg amin + nabil ahmad + ammar isa + ishraf mujahid + ikram now, there's yusuf's baby zayd n abg amin's new baby boy name unknown yet cukup utk 1 team futsal :D subhanallah walhamdulillah wallahuakbar!

Weekend family trip to Kemaman in May 2010~ Baby Ikram's first time to the beach! waiting for sunrise :) Ikram Fakhri high up in the sky! Mama squeeze Ikram Ikram with cousin Nabil and Ishraf. Its too bad Ammar wasn't there with us :( Baby turtles!!! Nooo.. It's sand-turtles! Made using Nabil's sand toys ^__^

"ayuh bekerja untuk Islam!" credits to Sakinah for the baju ^__^ Ikram Fakhri now weighs 4.1 kg and he is 57 cm long

okay, this is not something to be proud of, but it's an experience to be remembered :)

Last week was quite hectic for us when Mavi Marmara was attacked by the Israelis. Mujahid's father a.k.a. my father-in-law was one of the activists @ volunteer on that freedom flotilla. Suspense was indeed in the air as I watched the news on al-Jazeera and a Turkish online website, as we all waited for Abah to call home - if he is still safe and sound. Alhmdulillah, Allah knows best, a couple of days later the Israelis let free the 12 Malaysians who were on Mavi Marmara. As you all had already known, they were sent to Jordan. Abah called home. Several weeks back, Mujahid had asked me to translate his CV to join the cause. Sorry Abang I really had to hesitate because I was so not ready to raise our baby alone for now, not even for a couple of days, in addition to some other reasons.. It's not "never" it's just "not yet".. inshaAllah.. Anyways, on Tuesday 1st June 2010, Ikram Fakhri went off for his first demonstration for Palestine. Being the youngest dem...

Property of Mom Forever ^__^ Ikram with Baba @ Meeting KNL meja meeting pun boleh lah.. janji ada tempat tidur..~

1-day old the night mama took care of me alone at the hospital it's 12 a.m. and i'm wide awake nearly 3-weeks old travelling back to JB baba went back to KL for work while mama n i stayed back "hello baba.. ikram rindu baba.. bila baba nak balik sini?" "hmm...." *Ikram memikirkan masalah ummat..* 3-weeks old happy baby boy likes to practice smiling ^__^ subhanallah walhamdulillah wallahuakbar!

hee~ akhirnya ikram fakhri dah botak.. tok abah hasan & tok ummi mahiza datang tengok fakhri, cukur rambut & tahniq sekali... ikram fakhri yg selesa tido di pangkuan tok abah :) maintain je, kan! "eh eh.. tok abah buat apa kat kepala ikram ni..?" "oh.. cukur rambut ke.. takpe lah macam tu.. ingatkan ape tadi.." "lain tak rupa Ikram? haa Ikram boleh geng dgn Ishraf lepas ni ^_^" tahniq pulak. ikram suka kurma & madu sedap~

subhanallah walhamdulillah wallahuakbar! I'm a Mom! oh! I'm a Mom now! that was my thought when i heard his first cry in the OT. unable to move my body, i can just smile a drop of tear :) i'm a mom! subhanallah walhamdulillah wallahuakbar! Baba made this for baby Ikram the morning before baby Ikram was born :) 12th April 2010 @ 27 Rabi'ul Akhir 1431H couple of hours after the c-sect.. still couldn't move half of my body.. Baby of Nihlah Johari 12 April 2010 --- 1.48 p.m. weight: 3.14 kg height: 47 cm (: couple of hours after birth :) taking a peek.. who's here??? oh! Tok Abah, Tok Ummi and all my uncles and aunties all the way from JB!! day 3 - home sweet home we go! ^__^ drive safely ok Baba, Ikram saaayang Baba! day 5 - i'm a bit yellow, love to sleep but Mama keep telling me to always wake up and feed. inshaAllah i'm going to be a good boy n listen to her. saaayang Mama! jazakumullahu khayran jazaa to all who prayed for us, may Allah shower his blessi...

fuh.. fuh.. **tiup blog berhabuk** konon2 berazam nak record pengalaman pertama perjalanan 9 bulan bersama kehidupan lain di dalam diri, tapi nampaknya kurang berjaya.. how fast days goes by, kan! tup tap tup tap dah 8 bulan lebih pregnant.. nearly 38 weeks! i'm telling you - those who never or have not experienced this - it's really not an easy thing. but i admit that what i've experienced is nearly nothing compared to many other pregnant women.. this third trimester (7th-9th month) really made me feel like i'm pregnant. LOL~ trust me, before that i still could run up and down the stairs and move about like i'm not carrying any extra load. but suddenly after 7 months of being pregnant, i started to feel some limits to my movements, and that limit increases from week to week. anyways, last week i was admitted to the hospital for a night. actually i went to the hospital just to inform them about my baby's current condition, i.e. baby is currently breech, and also...

sengaja nak tulis kat blog utk record tarikh, walaupun isi kandungan sejarah yg dicatat hari ni akan dirahsiakan atas sebab2 tertentu :) tahniah pada diri sendiri, Asma' Amatullah, Hidayah Zairul, Wan Fatimah & Wan Syakirah. ... semoga terus tsabat di atas jalan dakwah walau dalam kesenangan atau kesusahan.. ... semoga Allah meredhai segala amal yang kita telah lakukan dan akan lakukan.. ... semoga kita tidak jemu menyinari dunia yg kian mati ini dengan Nur Allah.. sehingga kita direhatkan.. pic: Mt. Kinabalu, May 2007

35 weeks! today's 23rd march, and in a month time it'll be 23rd april! the estimated birth date of this little mujahid in my tummy ^__^ baby is now still in breech position, i.e. he's sitting upright instead of head down. this minimizes the probability of baby coming earlier than the expected date, but let's all pray that he'll turn upside down soon.. or a c-section would be waiting for me T__T it's not really impossible to give birth to a breech baby normally, but doctors said better not take the risk when he's the first child. hmm.. alhamdulillah last night i'm done with all projects and tests. oh, except for one more assignment to be submitted on 1st april. now i have to struggle my way for the final exam on 27th march, 2nd april, 6th april n 8th april. four subjects. all the best to me~~

Mommy finally made a checklist of what to buy for me.. To my aunties who have experience in this, can you please help her identify if there's anything else needed? Clothes - clothes, 5-8 pieces - pyjamas, 4-6 pieces - mittens & socks (all same colour, in case one gets lost..) read more... p/s: baby's posts will officially be posted at the family website from now onwards :)

we did the ultrascan yesterday. he was sleeping, but he suddenly woke up and we saw him opening his eyes! taking a peek of those who are looking at him ^__^ *although he can actually just see bright lights not people yet =P* from this ultrascan i think he'll look a lot more like his daddy ^__^

the final long-distance trip... a day before our departure back to Malaysia... STONEHENGE!! one of the 7 Wonders of the Medieval World ^__^ i don't know why it looks so tiny in this picture.. but it's really not that big either compared to other wonders like the pyramids, great wall of china, petra, etc.. want to know more about the Wonders of the World??? click here Zaid, Kak Manihah & Harith at Bath it's a very popular place, they say.. coz there's this 'ancient' public bath.. we didn't go in to see though =P ...22nd Nov, Sun... depart from LCCT, KL arrive at Stansted Airport, London home-sweet-home @ Villiers Road (credits to Zaid & K.Manihah) ...23rd Nov, Mon... London Tour: Oxford Street, Green Park, Buckingham Palace ...24th Nov, Tue... London Tour: Hyde Park, Bayswater, London Tower Bridge Exhibition, Big Ben ...25th Nov, Wed... London Tour: Trafalgar Square, Holborn (My Old Dutch Pancake!) Southampton ( illegal sleep-over @ SU student quarte...

Durham Town Centre Ust Maszlee welcomed us and showed us around Durham town centre.. it was freezing cold there, waaay much colder than London, Southampton, Nottingham or Sheffield! and Christmas decorations were everywhere! nice decoration! woke up the next day with ice frosts everywhere - rooftops, cars, window panes, trees and grasses, and even the road was slippery! it was -2 degrees celcius! despite the coldness, we went out. Also went to the Cathedral where Harry Potter was filmed~ Mujaddid - Ust Maszlee & Ustzh Hamidah's boy~ macam budak besar walaupun 3 bulan je masa tu! Sheffield's City Centre! Mujahid went with Yusuf while I stayed at home coz I felt really tired n exhausted! east midland train from Sheffield to London our UK holiday trip was coming to its end.. to be continued...

On 27th of November 2009, we prayed Eidul-Adha prayers at Southampton University ^__^ my first time spending Eid away from home~ it's really an awesome experience indeed! then we rushed back to London.. had some nice lunch + dessert in Zaid's house before departing for Nottingham spent a comfortable night at Bro Amir Rashid & Kak Nida's place and served with very nice meals~ then my bro Yusuf came to pick us up and off we go to Sheffield ^__^ car-boot sale at Barnsley, just outside Sheffield outside Yusuf's house, before departing for Durham~ to be continued...