preparation...


"ujian kesihatan membuatkan kita jadi hebat!"
said a strong soul who was 'attacked' by cancer some time ago..

seriously, that statement is like the first ray of sunlight after a series of constant and horrible storms... (although the storms might come again anytime...)

recently, i realized the existence of some similar attitude in many people when they (or we..) talk about headaches and migraines.
--- everyone wants to say "my headache is worse!!"
or..
--- "you should have a check-up with a specialist!" or "i used to have headaches too, you should try taking this thing called ..."

for the first, i will usually just keep quiet or slightly change the topic. and hey, i always try my best not to do that unless i intend to describe my tiring guest. did you guys realize if my 'training' works or am i still just the same brat as others??? now come on, be sincere.. i need a mirror in order to see how ugly i am..
for the second, i always feel this hard grip inside my chest and my heart would scream "oh do you have any idea how tired i feel when i think about medication! can you please just shut up!"

ooops. sorry!

yeah i know many people in this world care.. at least, if not care about me, they care about how to get rid of headaches.. however i have to warn you guys that not many people can talk to me about my meds these days without making me feel very 'tired'...

since a couple of years back, Mom ocasionally reminded me that everything we go through yesterday and today is a preparation for us to face tomorrow, and that He's planning a greater future ahead of us..
i always keep this hope in mind, although many times i would forget and frown... but it's a healer that keeps me going..

anyways, to IIUM students,
Sem I result is out already!! i hope what i get and what you get is the best for ourselves and what we've gone through for the past semester is an experience to learn from..
and yeah!! alhamdulillah!! I DON'T HAVE TO REPEAT ANY SUBJECTS!!!! ^___^ although my CGPA dropped 0.014 huhu...
ya Allah... i'm so thankful to You, may i be more and more thankful in the future...

a greater future lies ahead!
so beware!!
and prepare!!!

Comments

Anonymous said…
kadang-kadang diam membawa rahmat.. ada masanya membawa derita. sabar is the best ;)

congratulation~ jalan yang awak lalui walau jatuh sikit lebih berharga.
Little Mo-On said…
I am against drugs! Though I'm a doctor to be. Ngahaha..

Congrats on the result. Uhuhu, make du'a for my exams next week!

;)
sakit itu rahmat...
rahmat kpd org yg byk bersabar...

sakit itu pahala....
pahala bg org yg byk bersabar...

sakit itu peringatan...
peringatan bg org yg byk bersabar..

sakit+sabar=rahmat+pahala+peringatan=...............???u did it in dis sem....congrats!!

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