Monday, November 26, 2007

preparation...


"ujian kesihatan membuatkan kita jadi hebat!"
said a strong soul who was 'attacked' by cancer some time ago..

seriously, that statement is like the first ray of sunlight after a series of constant and horrible storms... (although the storms might come again anytime...)

recently, i realized the existence of some similar attitude in many people when they (or we..) talk about headaches and migraines.
--- everyone wants to say "my headache is worse!!"
or..
--- "you should have a check-up with a specialist!" or "i used to have headaches too, you should try taking this thing called ..."

for the first, i will usually just keep quiet or slightly change the topic. and hey, i always try my best not to do that unless i intend to describe my tiring guest. did you guys realize if my 'training' works or am i still just the same brat as others??? now come on, be sincere.. i need a mirror in order to see how ugly i am..
for the second, i always feel this hard grip inside my chest and my heart would scream "oh do you have any idea how tired i feel when i think about medication! can you please just shut up!"

ooops. sorry!

yeah i know many people in this world care.. at least, if not care about me, they care about how to get rid of headaches.. however i have to warn you guys that not many people can talk to me about my meds these days without making me feel very 'tired'...

since a couple of years back, Mom ocasionally reminded me that everything we go through yesterday and today is a preparation for us to face tomorrow, and that He's planning a greater future ahead of us..
i always keep this hope in mind, although many times i would forget and frown... but it's a healer that keeps me going..

anyways, to IIUM students,
Sem I result is out already!! i hope what i get and what you get is the best for ourselves and what we've gone through for the past semester is an experience to learn from..
and yeah!! alhamdulillah!! I DON'T HAVE TO REPEAT ANY SUBJECTS!!!! ^___^ although my CGPA dropped 0.014 huhu...
ya Allah... i'm so thankful to You, may i be more and more thankful in the future...

a greater future lies ahead!
so beware!!
and prepare!!!

3 comments:

WM said...

kadang-kadang diam membawa rahmat.. ada masanya membawa derita. sabar is the best ;)

congratulation~ jalan yang awak lalui walau jatuh sikit lebih berharga.

Little Mo-On said...

I am against drugs! Though I'm a doctor to be. Ngahaha..

Congrats on the result. Uhuhu, make du'a for my exams next week!

;)

Mu'awwidz Al-Ansori ibn Dzulkefly said...

sakit itu rahmat...
rahmat kpd org yg byk bersabar...

sakit itu pahala....
pahala bg org yg byk bersabar...

sakit itu peringatan...
peringatan bg org yg byk bersabar..

sakit+sabar=rahmat+pahala+peringatan=...............???u did it in dis sem....congrats!!