Crap

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This life

This painful life

Isn't where you want to be


How do you leave

How do you escape

How do you free yourself


You want to scream

You want to fight

You want to cry


You want to talk

But no words

Literally, no words

could fairly describe the chaos and the pain and the suffocation bottling inside of you


Yes

I have

Trust issues 

Attachment disorders 

Huge, messy, self-centered emotions


Until today,

I still refuse to believe in this crap

"No matter what happens,

I'll be here for you"



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