Epilog Pejuang

today someone bluntly accused me. i really feel like slapping her face (good thing she was not in front of me), but alhamdulillah my first words were spoken with some friendly intonations. for the next three hours, i had to use all my energy to calm down.. earlier in the morning, i nearly got furious with some people who seemed to be very laid back in carrying out tasks. you know, like, when you give out some tasks n expect it to be done, or if not at least report back as soon as possible that some tasks were not carried out - for whatever reason.. with "ok ok takpe" i put down the phone n clenched my fists. for the next hour, i just feel like finding everyone's flaws. i'm exhausted. really exhausted. mentally, emotionally, and especially physically. i'm certainly not blaming this Ramadhan for not being able to eat, but i just know that i'm simply not physically fit. i really don't know what to do. eating right - and do what newlife teaches me - is...

It has been such a hectic week and I'm now taking a pause, for the third time I guess, because it seems to be impractical to proceed on my own pace while others are stuck behind unable to meet their deadlines. The feeling is truly not a good one :( so here I am, blogging... I think it's already a month since I started working in Adni. I'm not teaching yet, well, not formally. I've been doing administrative stuff, which are not even close to computer or electronics engineering. Well, bits and pieces of things I do are related to computers and electronics, but not the engineering part. People always ask me if this is really the thing I wanted to do, and if so why did I ever get myself into the trouble of studying engineering. Well, it's surely going to be a long explanation, but I guess in simple words I would say: It's the process of learning that makes one a person, regardless of the subject major. Well, actually it counts but it's not a very big deal. I had...

Oh I’ve not been blogging for ages! 1 month passed since I started my industrial training, and I tell you, it’s really cracking my brain out. But very fortunately and Alhamdulillah, I’ve only get two days of migraine attacks since then. My boss (my elder brother actually) told me to get a medical leave slip a.k.a. mc for myself, but I had to tell him that I never get mc’s for having migraines. It’s either I cannot afford to get up to see a doctor, or the doctor would simply give me painkillers with assumption that the migraine will go away and thus no mc is needed. What a pity to migraine sufferers, isn’t it??? Anyways, I am right now doing my industrial training in Kapar, Kelang, which is waaay far from home. It’s a good thing that I do not have to drive :) FYI, I actually planned to do my industrial training somewhere near home but my brother insisted that I should help on some project in Dad’s factory… so here I am, having practically FOUR supervisors looking after my progress. Apar...

it's been nearly two months since my last post.. sekarang nak menulis, tapi tgh tak tau nak start dari mana.. mungkin sebab dah lama sangat tak menulis kat blog ni sampai berkarat sikit idea nye.. huhu.. so let's start with my latest family picture.. taken on the recent Eid-ul-Adha at 'rumah besar' as referred by Nabil. oh its so cute Nabil refers to Tok Ummi's house - the house he lives in - as 'rumah besar'. his parents bedroom is 'rumah Nabil', the house i'm living in is 'rumah Ikram', and so on.. he can even differentiate between Muja's Myvi and Kholah Tikki's Myvi although both are silver in colour. and he knows if the turqoise Hyundai Getz he sees on the road is not his mother's. such a brilliant boy, subhanallah! Ammar is the second grandson of the huge family. he's also super-duper cute and clever. he's a huge fan of Tok Abah's iPad and calls it 'pad'. one day he was at his other grandfather's h...

Ikram Fakhri's 1st eid eid ul-fitr 1431h all boys! taken during tok ummi's birthday makan2 abg amin + nabil ahmad + ammar isa + ishraf mujahid + ikram now, there's yusuf's baby zayd n abg amin's new baby boy name unknown yet cukup utk 1 team futsal :D subhanallah walhamdulillah wallahuakbar!

permulaan sem yang sangat busy dan penat! -__-" mungkin lepas ni kena consider betul-betul kalau nak spend the whole school holiday - yes the WHOLE school holiday dgn melancong.. khamis ni ada special exam Computer Security.. Decision Science punya belum tau bila lagi, esok kena call Econs utk confirmkan.. mujahid punya exam pulak next week.. memang kena pulun study lah minggu ni.. harap2 dapat perform dgn baik utk special exam ni supaya pointer dapat naik.. ameen~ gambar di UK yang sekarang dah snow.. tapi kitorang sempat jakun dengan ice frost je.. - Durham at minus 2 degrees celcius - dah rindu kat Harith jugak.. baik je tuan rumah kecik ni masa kitorang serbu rumah dia.. hehe.. TQ so much to Zaid & Kak Manihah sbb melayan kitorang dgn sangat sangat baik sepanjang jaulah ke sana!! - satu2nya gambar yg sempat snap masa 'che awang' ni senyum - gambar2 bercuti di UK & Jogjakarta akan dikongsikan selepas exam @ PKN kot.. harap yg dah tertanya-tanya tu dapat bersabar...

1. Copy award di atas dan letakkan di blog anda. 2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ni.. FanaHikari a.k.a. Paan sangat terpengaruh dgn semua yg berkaitan dgn Jepun is clever, cuma bnyk sgt tengok citer :P terer men pingpong ^__^ suka merempit dgn berhati-hati adalah seorang kakak sulung yg garang.. huwahwa~~ 3. Setiap penerima award "Amazing Blog" perlu menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi sendiri sebelum memilih untuk penerima award seterusnya... very happy and fortunate to be married to the guy she loves most~ cracking her brain to survive another 3 semesters of CIE Engineering with the best grade she deserves from God loves to eat, and forces herself not to skip meals during times when she doesn't feel like eating really loves to travel and appreciates nature, and a little of historical stuff still tend to always procrastinate.. uff.. still tired of migraines, but really grateful for the recent 2 months of just plain, mild headaches not very fond of gadgets. th...

salam`alayk~ afwan kepada para pengunjung yang terus terbatuk-batuk melawat blog yang berhabuk ni.. sejak sebelum walimah haritu memang teramat sangat busy nye... sampai kan dah pasang niat nak buat 'final entry while being single' pun tak terjadi... sekarang--- he he~ dah berapa hari nak final exam baru la nak update O__o* sebenarnya esok ada 2 assignment + 1 project kena hantar~ hwaaaaaaa~ tapi curi2 update blog kejap sementara bayang-bayang baru pegi solat kat masjid hehe~ alhamdulillah bayang-bayang baru saya sangat sAngAt SANGAT baik ^__^ sorry to AO sbb tak dapat cari gambar yg umur lebih kurang sebaya gambar kat blog nta.. ana ade cari gak tapi yg ade time masa boleh merangkak-- pastu dah boleh jalan dahh.. tapi yg confirm nye, mmg jauh beza la dari rupa AO hehehe =P thanks to all for your wishes and prayers. barakallahu fiikum.. ** untuk yg belum kawin, semoga kawin cepat juga.. ^__^ ** ok lah, jap lagi nak gi usrah. hehe utk yg nak tengok gambar walimah~ (saya sendiri...

adakah ini bat pingpong??? hehehe... highlighter Paan yg best XD EIM mmg banyak guna highlighter!! one of CIE core subjects yg sgt menulis & melukis!! and of course, membaca~ O__o* ---~~~--- EXPLORACE akhawat K-UIA from Gombak -> KLCC pastu ada makan2.. dapat hadiah chopsticks "friends are like chopsticks. they need each other" saya pakai baju macam nak pegi kenduri sbb mmg patutnye nak pegi Kuantan utk walimah Kak Maziah yg chumeyl, tapi takde tiket.. lupa time cuti sekolah!! huwaaaa T__T ---~~~--- makan-makan ^__^ oyster bakar + cheese abah & tikki suka sangat me??? O__o* i dont eat kerang, lala, oyster, siput laut... bla bla bla kesimpulannye semua yg ade shells lah!! oh, kecuali ketam (and it's not really in a shell kot??).. tu je.. hehe..

hoho.. i had another encounter with the lizard i 'met' yesterda.. i was leaning against the rear passenger door, talking on the phone when suddenly it crawled right over my shoulder!!! apa lagi, melompat terus la.. huhuhu.. fyi, it's not like i'm scared of cicak-s or anything.. but they're just, you know, it's not like you'll just let them crawl over you anytime anywhere O__o" anyways, i asked Tikki to slow down, i opened the door a little while the car is still moving. pstu halau halau halau cicak tu until it jumped out of the car.. in the middle of the highway.. uh-oh.. i assume it's dead already.. huhu.. pengajaran: *tiru style Sani =P* - don't easily freak out when you're driving - slow down (even from 100km/h to 80 km/h hahaha)

ding dong ^__^ masa untuk entry baru. SAKIT KEPALA KU SUDAH HILANG!!! no more hammers and knives inside my head. but i can still sense the 'soreness' and 'tiredness' of my brain cells after dealing with a 6-day headache.. but alhamdulillah, it has GONE!!!! and i hope it won't come back anytime soon! okay okay, enough of headaches.. today i nearly bump into another accident! uh-oh.. couple of weeks ago i hit the left divider at 7 in the morning, and kaboooom the front-left tyre.. huhu -__-" anyways, hari ni pulak... ADA CICAK ON MY DASHBOARD appeared from NOWHERE!! u know, LIZARD... O__o" i was like so shocked and nearly freaked out that it would jump onto my hand or face anytime.. but i couldn't do a thing while driving.. so to get rid of the nervousness, this is what i did: can u see it!!! huhuhu -__-" then after few minutes it went back into some small slid.. huhu.. i bet it will just die in there someday and rot -__-" oh, does dead lizard ...

i have been very busy for the past few days. to tell u the truth, i think, this is the first time ever that i don't feel stressed out bila nak masuk semester baru. ahahahh.. nak tau kenapa? i think it's because i only have 9 hours of classes per week! ^__^ 3 hours on mondays, wednesdays and thursdays. semoga tak makin malas belajar semoga dapat luangkan lebih masa utk kerja2 da'wah hari ni ada T4T conducted by Aman Palestin, speaker Dr. Saleh from Lubnan :) p/s: my nephew's name is Nabil bin Muhammad Amin. he's getting cuter n cuter.. hehehh..

tak sempat update huhu.. sgt sGt SGT bUsy !! p/s: gambar demo akan dapat hari isnin nsyaAllah