Saturday, March 29, 2008

too much mistakes..

making too much mistakes
just make you prone to making more mistakes
and not feeling very, very guilty about them



never mind my english. do you agree?

i mean, umm.. i don't know if you guys understand this. because i don't know who else in this whole wide world make mistakes as often as i do T__T

someone just told me this afternoon, it's okay to make mistakes.
i agree!
and of course, learn from those mistakes..
yes, it's easy to learn, but it's certainly not easy to change the way you do things everyday..

me & carelessness --> still awfully inseperable



** because I just did another mistake!! **

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

i need a break!




The Part of You That No One Sees



You are unique, witty, and even a little snobby.

You're quite proud of who you are, and nothing is going to change that.

You've paved your own way in life, and you've ended up where you want to be.



Underneath it all, you feel very isolated from the rest of the world.

It's hard to find people to relate to you on every level.

The mundane interests of your friends and family often bore or depress you.


haha.. rasa macam 1 or 2 je yg betul..

Monday, March 24, 2008

m a d n e s s

had a terrible nightmare
again last night
trembled and cried
got insane for a
couple of hours
until darkness disappear

now i can't focus
on my studies and exams

. really
. . c a n ' t
. . . F O C U S

pray that i shall be strong..
pray that Allah give me strength to fight..

Friday, March 21, 2008

kesian Sara my li'l sis.. huhu..

Sara just knew Ahmad & Kak Nadia's baby (still in d tummy~) is a boy..
she screamed "Noooooooooo!!!!!!!!" and cried..
huhu.. kesian dia..

tapi pape pun, alhamdulillah, all praises be to Allah for this beautiful huge family~

e.x.a.m.i.n.g.i.t.i.s

the 'smell' of the coming final examination is very strong.. and it's giving me head+stomach-aches T__T

my examingitis kit:-

1. basic stationaries
2. scientific calculator
3. my spectacles
4. laptop - certain subjects
5. al-qur'an
6. mentos mint
7. charcoal tablets

huhuhu~ it's not just flying butterflies but they're breeding in my stomach!!!


my Final Exam Schedule:-

25 March - Ethics & Fiqh
28 March - Multimedia Technology
3 April - Electronic Circuit
4 April - Digital Logic Design
6 April - Circuit Analysis

not as bad as last semester's schedule...
but wuuu T__T exams always give me a nervous stomach!

therefore - don't just think about exams.. you can do other things beneficial for the ummah ^__^
such as...
22 March (morning-noon) - meeting & planning for remaining year of 2008
22 March (night) - public lecture in IIUM Cenfos PJ by Mufti of Al-Quds @ Grand Imam of Masjid al-Aqsa, 8pm weehee ^__^ jom pegi beramai-ramai! penuhkan al-malik faisal hall, duduk atas lantai pun takpe!


tapi pape pun, nsyaAllah study tak lupa..
dan tak malas..
huhu..
harap-harap dapat study dengan rajin
walaupun boleh pakai 'alarm clock' bila terdesak je..

hehehh.. :)
kita lawan pointer lagi ye sem ni ^__^
gambatte ne!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

langkah pejuang

Allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa 'ala aalih wa sahbih..

kadang-kadang terasa pelik tak, bila kita boleh admire boleh respect, boleh sanjung orang yang kita langsung tak pernah jumpa..
utk yang beruntung, dari kecik kita dengar cikgu-cikgu di sekolah terus-menerus dan sentiasa 'brain-wash' fikiran kita supaya mencintai Rasulullah & ikut sunnah baginda..

frankly speaking, the 'brain-washing' didn't turn up very well.. sampailah Teacher Azrinah mengajar Islamic Studies (one of the very few subjects I scored for my IGCSE).. I started to like the seerah of our beloved Prophet Muhammad (sallallahu alayhi wasallam)..

ye lah, obviously, coz the seerah was really interesting (i'm not fond of the world history though).. tapi personally masih tak dapat nak 'link'-kan diri sendiri as an individual who have never seen Rasulullah to love him and follow him.. i bought and read thick books on seerah merely because of the keen interest i have, but suddenly, and fortunately - in a blink - a 'connector' appears.

it is the stories of his Companions who were always beside him, loving him and supporting his holy mission.. only then i could imagine how his Sahabah really loved and respected Rasulullah, and really sacrifice their life and wealth for the sake of Allah..

later along this path of life, i was introduced and taught about other pejuang-pejuang Islam. some of the very known figures: Hasan al-Banna, Syed Qutb, al-Mawdudi and so on.. they loved and admired the Prophet and try to follow his sunnah.. they lived and preach the same message that has been brought by Prophet Muhammad and also other Prophets before him..

but how in the world, living in different age/era, these pejuang-pejuang Islam boleh memperjuangkan sesuatu yang sama.. even today, isn't it beautiful, knowing that our brothers living across the surface of this globe - in Indonesia, Singapore, Brunei and even U.K. and Middle East and etc - all bring the same message based on a similar method.. isn't it beautiful?? subhanallah..

Here the role of the Sahabah & Tabiin comes in, and of course other scholars.. i think , if it's not because of their effort and sacrifice, Islam brought by our Prophet Muhammad (sallallahu alayhi wasallam) would have not reach us today..

one very important thing i learnt - THEY DON'T 'LIVE AND WORK' ALONE. Semua bergerak di dalam kumpulan yang kuat dan kukuh, sabar, tabah & gigih memperjuangkan Islam.. So where are we today??? Don't we want to be a part of them?

hehe.. sebenarnya terfikir nak tulis entry macam ni, sbb haritu present pasal Umar Abdul Aziz masa usrah ^__^ one of the greatest Khalifah / Ameerul-Mu'mineen.. semakin tinggi kedudukan dia dalam dunia Islam, semakin dia berusaha untuk mendekatkan diri dengan Allah untuk dapatkan redhaNya.. bukannya lalai dengan kedudukan, taraf, nama yang dia dapat..

lagi satu yg sgt hebat tentang Umar Abdul Aziz.. dia langsung tak sentuh duit rakyat atau duit kerajaan.. malah dia jugak berjaya pulangkan harta-harta yang bukan hak milik keluarga dia to their rightful owners.. even harta-harta yg diambil saudara-mara dia before he became the Khalifah pun dipulangkan semula..

hmm.. jom muhasabah balik.. did we take any part that doesn't belong to us while doing da'wah.. or fund-raising.. or even bila buat business..?? we should try out best to be fair, and never ever take what belongs to others..


ya Allah...
please keep us away from the Hellfire..
dan juga jangan biarkan kami jadi orang yang 'berhutang' di akhirat kelak..
dan janganlah palingkan hati-hati kami setelah Engkau beri hidayah kepada kami..

Allahumma solli wa sallim wa barik 'ala Muhammad..


hari bersejarah 12 Rabi'ul Awwal ^__^ 1429
**sangat jarang dapat tulis macam ni**

Monday, March 17, 2008

some stories

Story 1:

i have this not-so-often habit of sleeping when i'm eating.
one day i was so tired studying for an exam, i accidentally slept while i was eating my lunch alone. i woke up coz i nearly fell off the chair.
i looked at my food and my fish was gone!
i was shocked! i looked around in confusion and i saw some sambal at a nearby window.

a cat has stolen my fish for lunch.
so i gave away the whole remaining half-polystyrene of my lunch


Story 2:
*with some corrections*

my eldest sister is 8-month pregnant ^__^
my li'l sis Sara asked Kakak "is it a boy or a girl?"
kakak said "a boy"
and my big bro Ahmad's baby is also boy nsyaAllah
Sara replied "Nooooo! Not another male!" (coz Sara & Raneem are the only li'l girls in our family.. versus 6 boys..)
Ilyas, Sara's younger brother suddenly cut off the conversation "Of course we need another male because Raneem is a terror!"

hahaha.. kesian Raneem.. O__o"
i really pray that her tantrum will fade away when she grows up.. Ameen..


Story 3:

Lola (grandma in philippino language) said during one of the family dinner recently
"once on the lips, always on the hips"

** people on diet should understand ^__^ hehee **


Story 4:

Ismail & Ishaq, the 2 years old twins love coffee drinks
sampai berebut-rebut kalau abah minum

i really hope they wont get headaches when they grow up.. huhuu...

Phuket March 2008


the welcoming sunset - 7th March 2008
subhanallah!!

a trip of 24 members of JM Family ^__^
Abah Ummi AcikYati AuntieMimi Atok Lola
Ahmad KakNadia Nihlah Atiqah Basma Deena
Saleh Musa Harun Adam Sara Ilyas
Raneem Ismail Ishaq Ibrahim KakSeh KakAmah

Laya Lina Hotel (guess how many star.. ada jacuzzi!)

Phuket Beach !! subhanallah!!

1st night dinner-time. Tom Yam Seafood ^__^
Basma & I were the last to leave the table

jumps off the boat - Tikki & Basma & Nela

then swim swim from the boat to the beach.. at least 500m i guess

snorkeling day.. feed the fishes some bread..
oh subhanallah it was great!

tired but more than satisfied ^__^
going up onto the boat again

the gigantic jelly fish!! more than 1 feet diamater!!
kitorang kelam kabut naik boat sbb takut huhu

Me & Basma - at 'James Bond Island'
(why that name ?? i have no idea)

again dua orang ni paling last masuk boat
coz our tummy got soOo full with tomyam ^__^
**Basma & I loves to eat hehe..**
this Muslim Village of Phuket can only be reached by boat

~ my adorable twin brothers :: Ismail & Ishaq ~

the peaceful beach ^__^ alhamdulillah
everybody got sun-burned O__o"

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

sekitar P R U & sesudahnya

hoho..

semua orang sedang sibuk dengan Pilihan Raya Umum yg akan berlangsung beberapa hari lagi...

saya ???

-__-" tak cukup bulan huhu!!

lagipun, tarikh mengundi clash dengan aktiviti lain yang telah dirancang sejak pertengahan tahun lepas.. saya akan berada di luar Malaysia selama 4 hari, nsyaAllah..

tapi, kenapa saya tak melibatkan diri langsung ???

huhuhu... secara jujur, saya rasa seperti tak boleh nak maafkan diri sendiri... sebab satu-satunya alasan saya adalah : exams + projects
wuuuu..... i'm feeling soo terrible... T__T

saya doakan yang terbaik buat calon² PRU yang memperjuangkan Islam dan juga sahabat² yang terlibat.. semoga Allah memberkati usaha antum dan memberi sebaik-baik ganjaran..

berazam : nak melibatkan diri di masa akan datang.. masa tu patut dah grad degree CIE ameen!! huhu~ tapi tak berpeluang merasa pengalaman penglibatan masa masih study..


7 Mac - Multimedia Project submission
8 Mac - out & away~~~
11 Mac - back home
13 Mac - quiz Electronics
15 Mac - Multimedia Project presentation
15 Mac - Leadership project report presentation
15 & 16 Mac - KBM yg best~